A poem from me

I want to smile when you look at me,
but i wasn't tough enough,
I want to cry when i see you,
but my tears won't come out,
I want to run far away from you,
but you told me not to,
I want to heal my wound,
but i don't have an antidote,
I want a solution to this problem,
but the path I walk is dark with no light showing me the way.

I want to put it to an end,
but our hearts aren't the same,
I thought i can live without you,
without ever seeing your name,
But my heart whispers never,
it keeps me going on,
So may i feel like this forever,
and may my heart never be torn.

Love i hard to comprehend,
it has many twists and turns,
To love is to care,is to understand,
to heal my pains and burns,
You have said it before so may i quote you,
when you said you really do care,
So for this, this question i'll ask you,
that feeling u have is it true for us to share?

Dedicated to budakkerek23